Wednesday, June 11, 2008

fast forward like a hundred years....

So here I am a married mother of 2, WTF!! Where has life gone.... I sit here on a Wednesday night with a screaming baby who is teething, yet again, and hoping that my 3 year old is sleeping in his new room( had to put him with Aysia, dosent want to sleep on his own) While my husband plays the computer and I watch reruns with my hair all a mess, not having yet showered, spit up on my shirt, bags under my eyes, stains on my clothes(from a day of playing in the yard with my babies) toys strewn about my once clean house, laundry slowly piling up, and knowing that deep down this TRULY is where I am the happiest in this thing we call LIFE and wouldnt want it any other way.

On days that nothing seems to go right and there is more yelling than laughter and I feel like sitting down for a little time out of my own( why should Logan be the only one getting those)
I look at what I have been given and what I get to look forward to and think, WHAT THE HELL IS MY PROBLEM... This life Rocks... my kids are healthy (minus the runny noses and colds) my husband is my best friend, my kids are my heart and my breath and my absolute soul.
I have some amazing friends( who I miss all the time, thank god for facebook hehe) a great family, a roof over our heads, food in the fridge....

So I guess I am living my ' happily ever after'


Now if only I could get more sleep in at night.....

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