One of these things is not like the others

So I have to admit as most already know,
I AM A SLEEPER,
I love my sleep, I do, and with that being said I am able to announce that the whole 'beauty sleep' idea isnt working around here, however, thats not the point to this.... and this post does have a point,
what I am trying to get at is that YES I do like sleep, I need about the recomended 8 hours a night to be able to function in the morning,

AKA not be cranky
And Logan, beautiful, handsome, cute little Logan... well he too likes his sleep, this child can sleep a whoping 12 hours at night and NOTHING

i mean it NOTHING

not even a frieght train could wake this child once he is 'out'
However my BEAUTIFUL, GORGEOUS, full of attitude little princess is quite the opposite, she DOSENT like going to sleep, and really dosent need the 12 or even 8 hours that her brother and LOVING mother need, nope this girl can go on nothing and she will somehow still be just like the energizer bunny and keep going and going all day long.
The reason I post this is because 6:30 came ohhh sooo early today, yep thats right 630.... wowsers

the sun hadnt even rised!

well maybe one day this will come in handy for her, I mean I will never get a phone call from the principal that she fell asleep in class, but today, I am sure that the bags under my eyes are so NOT sexy

UMMM.....boo hooo

SNOW SNOW, Everywhere SNOW~~

Woke up this morning to snow at our front WINDOWS, umm what!!!!!

SERIOUSLY?!

GIVE ME A BREAK, as if the freezing cold, gloomy skies, cant leave the house unless absolutly nessesary wasnt bad enough but then we had to get dumped on with like 3 feet of snow, ARGHHH!

The only good thing is that at least the kids dont have to go to a hill to go sledding, we can just take them into the YARD, its SICK, its WRONG, its NOT FUNNY, and yet the kids LOVE IT.... hmmm..... great guess we are bundling up and 'enjoying' what has become my new front yard, AKA a WHITE DISASTER lol

CHUBBY CHUBBY CHUBBY look whos getting CHUBBY....

ARGGHHH, me!!!!!!!

I dont even recognize myself... NAKED!

Its Awful,

5 years ago I married my amazing husband

and wore a size 8 dress on my 5 foot 10

140 pound figure

and after 2 children, wich caused me to gain almost 100 pounds during my pregnancy's

I AM STILL CHUBBY

it may not be so bad if our youngest wasnt turning 2 this summer

so I have NO excuse other than

I LOVE FOOD

And its not like the fast food, or greasy type food, because when it comes to meals, I make sure we all have nutricious healthy meals.... however

when the kids fall asleep

and Im having the munchie sensations.....

BAM out comes my secret stash of chips and/or chocolate

I know I irritate my husband with it too and not because he thinks I am fat ( although he wouldn't DARE say it if he did) but because I am always stating how much I hate seeing myself.... NAKED.

Soooooo

Today.... and I mean it

TODAY.....

I will stop eating the CRAP,

and procced with this diet in hopes that by the babies 2nd birthday this summer, I am back to a normal weight... I know my body has changed, I mean I did carry two HUMANS in it.... but I will be able to get on a scale, look down and be able to keep my eyes open long enough to let the number register in my brain, instead of jumping off as soon as I step on.

SOOOO I will not post my starting weight although I havnt reached the 180 mark yet but its still not nice, however when I get to a better size I will inform of my start, and the yucky... not so nice.... MEASURMENTS..NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

I mean it was to the point where I applied to x-weighted, and then I realized, if I am willing to be on TV and have CANADA follow with this journey than maybe, I mean just maybe I can do it on my own for once, hmmm what an idea right?! So heres to wishful thinking, and hopefully skinny jeans, lol...... your truly, chubby mommy

Where have I been.....

HOLLAND

We left in Novemeber and came back this month and although it was a nice long vacation the time went faster than I could have imagined.

I still cannot believe that I am back in this DEPRESSING province, its freezing cold here, and lonely and, well.......

Quebec....

Arghhh, how did I end up in Quebec.

OHHH yeah I remember now, it was take this posting ( wich EVERYONE dreads) or have Richie go to Afganastan,

So Quebec it was

Not the easiest decision but I hope I made the better choice of two evils

Anyway

so we are home, missing Holland, missing Richies family and the 3 beautiful babies that were born while we were there... and of course missing the food.... ohhh the memories, Hopefully one day we will win the lotto and say astalavista baby to this place

Wow it's been a long time since I have made a post on this blog of mine, maybe I should sit down once in awhile and write something.

Well the latest news is that miss piss is now in a big girl bed, its weird to say we will no longer see the crib in the babies room

but instead our little girl in her bar less tiny minature bed

And as you can see she just loves it, I mean the smile on her was priceless, although I feel sad that my baby days are over.... not that I dont love the stage that they are in now but the time sure does fly

argghh

Okay so I have been saying for the last year that I am DETERMINED to loose this extra post pregnancy weight, and I am happy that I have lost a good majority of it, but I still have at least 15 pounds to go and have been slacking ALOT lately.... it hasnt been easy since April and simply because we had my birthday and Logans birthday(wich of course mean cake) and than we just had Miss Aysia's birthday so again CAKE!

But I have been 'bitching' for awhile now about how much I hate how I look and to be honest I am in dire need of a freaking makeover, but before I feel like getting a new wardrobe and a much needed haircut I should probably focus more on this figure(or lack of)

It has gotten so bad that tonight as I was cleaning up from the day.. loading the dishwasher...etc... I was also munching on a BAG of chocolate chips!
WTF! I mean I know that I dont need them and YES they were delicious but I dont want to look like the stereotype 'stay at home mom'
so here I go, AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!! Lets see if this time I can truly STICK to it

My baby

I cannot believe that my baby is now 1... where has the time gone.

We really just had a quiet day at home, and let Aysia bask in the 'lime light'

she is so cute and her personality is shinning more everyday... she is quite the character and has changed so much in just one short year... its amazing just how much we love our babies.